Like money matters so much.  Ughh.

How can I get enthusiastic when I don’t see any of it around me.

Am I really looking for enthusiasm!  Sounds like an over excited state of mind.  I prefer the thrill of daring.

Having an active computer connection without having anyone to talk to beats the lonely blues.  Like I’m really getting into it.  Going from one web site to another as each one changes and moves like a clown machine.

All the economic news just sucks at my enthusiasm for life.  Tough times gives me kind of a sick feeling.  Why can’t all the bad news happen all at once!

I am enthusiastic about a love adventure I am suddenly on, but it makes me tired when she takes my breath away from excessive butterfly’s.

I’ve been feeling that enthusiasm is nice, but it can be a bit overwhelming sometimes.   Hearts can go on overload, bad things can happen.  Things can get out of balance.  We can feel fanatic and lose our ability to reason in the process.   Without reason you are hardly conscious.  You are wild and make mistakes with an ease that even might surprise yourself.

I’m enthusiastic.  But less so for the community.  Sometimes you just can’t even depend on a large community.  Too much like high school.  Fighting for social position over some girls who aren’t at all worth the drama and compitition.

Less women of the bad ass men and more upliftingthoughts.org