Archive for December, 2007

Forecast for today.

Slow going.  Warding off boredom.  Avoiding conversation with strangers almost always.  Making four or five cell phone calls.   No  major  fun.   Looking  for some way to make improvements in my life.  With a little luck something good will come my way.  Temptation to eat to the point that I become larger.  Wishing to try new environments than the Naked Lounge.  Don’t want to live my day for a good nights sleep, but look forward to a peaceful end to my day.  Wish that I don’t play the fool.

Being stared at makes me feel lusted for or looked at with anger.

Today was a day of seeing the local lack of sanity. Seems like many people are totally emotional and don’t have feelings or ideas, but have plenty of beliefs and opinions and are quick to react to anything.

Sex is like a string, if you pull it too hard it snaps.

Men are always pulling the string and don’t seem to notice how damaging all the snapping they are doing is and men are insecure often as hell, and men are stupid, but like to think they’re smart, and men need simple solutions, when things are really complex and men are always competing with other men and rarely see eye to eye with another man unless they have both beaten each other down and men always assume that men are better than women when usually they stink compared to women, and men have often been desensitised and demansculinised and believe that they are really kind and male when in reality they are monsters.  And men are like abused children trying their awful best to heal these wounds.

Emerging!

Love.